If I misbehave

Wanting to be good, I make an effort at being humble (hard, when you are this awesome!)
Wanting to be kind, I do nice all the time (nasty is easy to spontaneously do!)
Wanting to be responsible, I try and try (an overdose threatens to do me in!)
Wanting to be, I am, most of the time (not my assessment, I asked & was told!)

The tendencies and predispositions are ordained I am told
The character and demeanour are in the stars
The effort and ability predestined
The easier route is nasty, I know

If I misbehave, is it then I who makes it happen
If I misbehave, is it not what was meant to be
If I misbehave, is this not as it should be
If I misbehave, is it not karma

I am not responsible for what I do if I misbehave
I am taking credit only for the good
I am certain that is willfully done
I am not the one who misbehaves