This is not the life, family or
home she envisaged.
It is not, it also is not that
for which she prepared, no, not at all!
She loved sincerely so that she
would always be loved.
She submitted and committed
totally so that she would be lovingly cared for.
She aimed for virtuous woman so
her testimony would be great.
A bevy of crazies swooped in and
took the willing away.
The one who cannot control his
anger.
The one who does not understand
the reason for marriage.
The Mike Tyson-esque spawn of the
devil.
The one who rolls and roils.
He leaves early and returns late.
He has no love in his glance or
speech.
He demands service,
strutting,choosing,primal needs ignored.
Oblivious to how much of her he
carries around in him.
Clean clothes, and the very
essences of his legality.
He is in debt for a lifetime and
more.
This is not the family, life,
home she envisaged.
Brilliance, elegance, health and
peace.
Outside, weeds and incomplete.
Inside, needs unmet and
invasions.
No, this is not her reality.
But this is reality!
Amusement and hilarity.
Acceptance and Resignation.
The new ones of which she is not.
She has to play by new rules or
is disrespectful.
She waits for Him. Waits for
orders.
She knows it’s a big meal.
When He arrives, He affirms this
is her new reality.
The new reality for her family,
life and home.
Ok now! Prouding people be blogging and hiding!
ReplyDeleteI like it...the reality of many men...the insularity of many glances. Keep writing Sis!